tired
Wednesday, November 12th, 2003I just fell asleep for an hour. At work. I tried to read in the bus, didn’t work out, I came to work, and I fell asleep. A friend of mine came over yesterday and I helped her with her mathematics. And I got off early yesterday. Didn’t help me much, I was still only in bed after 1AM. I’m skipping school today as well. I’m just too tired, and I get pissed at the mere thought of having to go. So yeah, I’m not going. Let’s see if I could drag myself to the gym. There’s a Les Mills BodyBalance lesson at 19.15. I doubt it, but miracles do happen. But I’m going tomorrow anyway, so it’s not a huge loss.
I got Harry Potter and the Quidditch World Cup on PS2! I couldn’t resist, and now that I have it, I don’t regret it. It’s the best, and totally entertaining. I’ve already won the house cup with all the houses at Hogwarts, and also the world cup with England. Now I’m playing with the Nordic Team. It’s superfun.
I also bought Blood Canticle by Anne Rice, which I won’t have the time to touch until Christmas holidays, for sure. Then I bought The Alchemist, Lord of the Flies, Master and Margarita, and The Long Ships (it’s original title is Röde Orm, which means Red Snake, which is why I got confused with the name). In Swedish; I need to read for my Swedish class. And I bought a sweater. It’s beige.
Anyway. I flunked my maths test yesterday. I’m pissed, because the teacher gave us exercises for us to do, and I did, and none of the questions in the test had anything to do with the exercises. So I wasted my time reading stuff I didn’t need. And now I have to do it all over again. This is my first course in long mathematics and I go and flunk it. I’m on the verge of self-loathing. Yet I am so unmotivated.
Life sucks, man. I need my playstation. Now.